9. Letter to Ellen Nussey, 1 May 1849, page 1
Letter to Ellen Nussey, dated Haworth, 1 May 1849
Charlotte Brontë’s brother, Branwell, and sister Emily both died in late 1848. Within months, her last surviving sibling, Anne, was also gravely ill. In this letter to her close friend Ellen, Charlotte reveals her anxiety about their planned trip to the seaside town of Scarborough, where Anne had begged to be taken. Charlotte, Anne, and Ellen did make the trip, and Anne died there, at the age of twenty-nine, a few weeks after Charlotte sent this letter.
I am glad to hear that when we go to Scarbro’ you will be at liberty to go with us; but the journey and its consequences still continue a source of great anxiety to me: I must try to put it off two or three weeks longer if I can; perhaps by that time the milder season may have given Anne more strength, perhaps it will be otherwise – I cannot tell. The change to
Letter to Ellen Nussey, 1 May 1849, pages 2–3
Letter to Ellen Nussey, dated Haworth, 1 May 1849
Charlotte Brontë’s brother, Branwell, and sister Emily both died in late 1848. Within months, her last surviving sibling, Anne, was also gravely ill. In this letter to her close friend Ellen, Charlotte reveals her anxiety about their planned trip to the seaside town of Scarborough, where Anne had begged to be taken. Charlotte, Anne, and Ellen did make the trip, and Anne died there, at the age of twenty-nine, a few weeks after Charlotte sent this letter.
finer weather has not proved beneficial so far; she has sometimes been so weak and suffered so much from pain in her side during the last few days – that I have not known what to think. It may however be only a temporary aggravation of symptoms; she may rally again and be much better – but there must be some improvement before I can feel justified in taking her away from home. Yet to delay is painful – for as is always the case I believe under her circumstances – she seems herself but half conscious of the necessity for such delay: she wonders I believe why I do not talk more about the journey: it grieves me to think that she may even be hurt by my seeming tardiness.
She is very much emaciated – far more so than when you were here – her arms are no thicker than a little child’s. The least exertion brings on shortness of breath – She goes out a little every day – but we creep rather than walk.
Tell your Mother and Sisters that I feel the kindness of their invitation, but it quite out of the question to accept it.
Letter to Ellen Nussey, 1 May 1849, page 4
Letter to Ellen Nussey, dated Haworth, 1 May 1849
Charlotte Brontë’s brother, Branwell, and sister Emily both died in late 1848. Within months, her last surviving sibling, Anne, was also gravely ill. In this letter to her close friend Ellen, Charlotte reveals her anxiety about their planned trip to the seaside town of Scarborough, where Anne had begged to be taken. Charlotte, Anne, and Ellen did make the trip, and Anne died there, at the age of twenty-nine, a few weeks after Charlotte sent this letter.
I am sorry to hear that poor Mr. Gorham is so much worse – but somehow I thought he would hardly get down to Yorkshire.
Papa continues pretty well, and I have had better health myself during the last two or three weeks than I had a month ago. I trust I shall be enabled to bear up – So far I have reason for thankfulness.
You will miss Amelia Ringrose’s society – Take care of yourself – observe regular exercise – and be on your guard against cold: hea[l]th is a priceless blessing and one of which we may be easily robbed. If Anne seems at all better – or even no worse in a week or two I will let you know
Yours faithfully
C Brontë